Was doing some text pay-to-views with a fag into poppers the other day. I’d be curious to hear about what some of you enjoy for this – I feel like I’m trying so hard sometimes to write stuff that gets you off while also molding you to my pleasure, that I end up being slow. So with this last fag, I was trying to rush. He was all into it, but then got turned off by something I said and blocked him. The basics was a misunderstanding… I was trying to suggest that he’d feel pleasure in tributing me, whether he had poppers or not. But in my hurry, I misworded, and he thought I meant “if he had a bottle now”, when I knew he did, as opposed to “if you have a bottle or not in the future”, you’d still feel pleasure. I mean, just a couple lines down, I’m ordering the pathetic fucker to SNIFF… obviously I knew he had poppers. But rather than realize that faggots have no right to expect perfection, so long as they are enjoying themselves overall, the stupid fucker blocks me.
First of all, everyone knows my style is hypnosis. I don’t do hypnosis with all who call, but it’s generally a more laid back style, as mentioned in my profile and as I warned him when he first inquired about working with me. So to lose a needy whiny faggot who needs poppers to get off – no big loss, as far as I’m concerned. That wasn’t my strength, I just was in it for what cash I could get while I could, but I’ll get back to writing scripts for my upcoming files now and keep playing to my strengths.
What bothers me though is that a faggot would have such high standards. Faggots shouldn’t. You’re inferior, you’re pathetic. That doesn’t mean you should just bow down to any Master – I’ve spoken about the right fit before. It does mean you do NOT under any circumstances be a rude little bitch to your Superior. If it’s not a match, you politely move on with respect, fully knowing your place.
I’m not sure how my tone reads here… I’m actually pretty calm as I write this. But man, as much as I am usually more laid back, and generally someone that focuses on bringing inferiors pleasure through my hypnosis … there are certain faggots that just make it so easy to despise their very existence.
Anyway, though hypnosis and similar stroke training continue to be my main focus, I’m always open to learn more. I don’t like to force stuff if it doesn’t come natural and some things just don’t and perhaps never will interest me, but if you get into paying for poppers, how do you like it? Short & direct? Or the Master really working how you feel?